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Besides the intense fear there is always the sense of an evil presence, even the times when I don't see an entity.Many of the times I am being strangled and feel a real pressure on my chest.Other times when there are no attacks during sp, I'm just fighting to get out of it.Some things happen to me that aren't so common but I have found other sp sufferers that have these too: False wake up...several times I fight to get out of the sp and finally "wake up" in my bed and think finally I'm out of it.I believe what the Bible teaches about demons and that there is a spiritual dimension that is unseen to our human eyes. I have yet to find a commonality as to why sp happens or what causes it but as sure as I know the reality we know and live in everyday, I know these are not hallucinations.Sp is so strange that it forces us to figure out what we truly believe in..that comes with much unbiased searching.
The strangest thing is that when in enter sp while sleeping on my side, when I sit my torso up to look around, I feel the distinctive spinning one feels when you stand up fast from touching your toes and you regain your balance.I find it strange that other people would envision similar shadowy figures.I fought them, dare I say I killed some of them and cast them down to hell to await judgement.I have read extensive material on sp over the years and tons of theories but have come up with my take on what sp is.Although I am an active Christian, I don't agree with what most Christians say about sp.
At that moment, a hideous voice said audibly, "we're gonna kill your children!